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I hate that you have manners Asked me if I worked today I’d rather you just ignore me and hit me up at 1 am All men do is lust over me, why wouldn’t you do the same? You won’t love my OCD spirals or the bandaids I have to put around my thumbs He used to roll his eyes when I said I hated my body But i’m not his good girl he trained anymore

Don’t go throwing a tantrum You can call me a baby killer But I’m already making my own bed Tell me you love me and I’ll slam the door in your face Acting like such a bitch Are u PMSimg little boy? Do you need a tampon cause you’re acting like such a pussy Dyed my hair again cause it reminded me of you and how you think I’m satan

Sometimes my brain is so polluted with you rain falls from my eyes Missing my fingers in your mouth so you call me crazy again Most people don’t love me when my brain gets all fucked up When it destroys itself with pain receptors and self deprecation

You need a laxative for all that shit you’re talking Tormenting me can’t be your only hobby You’re just as bad as the straight men in my DMs Worked the graveyard to figure out your sexuality You must be really bored to be talking all that mouth about a woman you haven’t touched in yesrs Posing with women that look like me with a binder on

I knew I was over you when I started laughing again Years of torture ended over one last whisper of disrespect Because you’re never going to bruise me again You can go give hickeys and emotional bruises to someone else Last time I’ll ever follow the white rabbit Maybe you’ll never get your karma but you’ll forever have to wonder if these poems are about you

No one prepares you for when you have to betray the only man you’ve ever loved Pandora’s box or my freedom? Made me the bad guy Then why do I feel so guilty? I can already picture your face when you hear the news Shot heard around the world or tying ny own noose They’re going to put me on that stand Ask me to recite it all Am I more scared to lie or to tell the truth?

Used to despise how strangers weren’t like you Now I’m scared they’ll be just like you I’ve been blue since December I’m about to leave a paper cut on your heart Therapist said I seem better Maybe because I haven’t seen you since August You’re going to hate me after this

Just because you surround yourself with women doesn’t mean you don’t have violent tendencies You’re so narcissistic you make Patrick Bateman look empathetic A crowd loves to defend a man with allegations You’re like Chris brown and people still listen to your songs about me Crazy that now you want to be around age appropriate women like u weren’t at those diddy parties

I shot another arrow in the dark Thought you got the last laugh I’m like flesh eating bacteria I come around when you least expect it This time I have you right where I want you That’s the difference between me and you I feel bad it had to come to this Actions have consequences And you should have left me alone on my island

My dad hates you My sister wants you dead Friends call you schizophrenic Guys call you hung up but in a crazy way Girls call you crazy but in a hot way It never had to get this bad running that mouth Could have just disengaged and nutted into someone else

Don’t kick a dog while they’re down Well you mauled me Saw a carcass on the ground The vultures having a field day reminded me of your friends Oh wait you’re a Star Wars fan Think you’re Han Solo Go back to riding dick darth maul Duel of the fates except I actually make women finish

Thought we were MJ and Peter in every life time You ended up just being a supervillain with a nice jawline Flip flopping so hard you’re at the beach and I’m the shark in the water Try to gaslight me and I’ll denature the methane While your two other friends propane and butane watch

I keep thinking I see you in the ghosts of strangers in grocery stores Almost cried in the frozen aisle Now that you’re nothing to me I haven’t slept well in years because of you Might go down the aisle of our past and throw all the glass jars on the floor Break the CDs that play songs that remind me of you All while you take on whatever persona the woman you’re pining over wants

You know it’s bad when people used to tell me you were the most selfish person they knew The first time it happened it felt like someone throwing ice cold water over my head Now it just feels like a paper cut to my heart Used to argue back with them That perfect little angel that defended you to the ends of the earth is gone You made my life a really bad novel Now get on the bed while I ruin your life

Stop pretending you’re a gay man As if you wouldn’t run train through the diddy parties Speaking of trains You’re lucky I didn’t run train through your friend group You’re seeking male validation and I’m going to 50 cent your ass Might leak the documentary of the bruises you left me and tag you

You didn’t care whether I drowned in a bathtub as long as I was a hole for you Almost slit my wrists cause of them and all you did was try to fuck me again I hate publix parking lots because of you I hate the color pink because of you I hated myself because of you Probably jerk off to the thought of me killing muself Autoerotic asphyxiation freak

I hate that my chest has been hurting all day because I finally pulled the trigger Alerted the medic Scared you’ll put the bullet in your mouth and spit it back out at me You’re going to hate me for what I just did You painted me blue Shouldn’t be surprised I’m throwing paint back Ruined your white walls while my eyes bled out I’ve had a brain beating amoeba in my brain for years and it’s about time I scheduled the surgery

You already ruined the woman in the mirror what else do u want? So obsessed even your peers are starting to see you drool What does your favorite singer say? Don’t be a drag just be a queen Gonna stick up the endoscope up your goofy ass looking nose Expose all your polyped lies on the big screen

I’m like backwash in your drink when you’re out with girls Whisper to them that I’m crazy when you’re the one still harassing me under the table Bet your dick goes soft for her Not even viagra can help you get over me

Feeling like Nicole Kidman when she divorced tom cruise I’d tell you to suck my dick but you’d probably like that Used to be drunk in love Now I’m going to surf your board into hell Driver roll up the partition please he’s abusing women again