3. BARGAINING

Aries moon shit Hate when you’re close God it was a trauma circus in bed with us 69 different positions around that ring They don’t keep up like you did Making you yawn the next day You’ve only been with girls since me I ate a sorbet of flavors you’ll never be able to afford Always your big spoon for your melted ice cream

I feel like I’m in a slasher film She might kill me if you at me like that again Will I be your final girl?

The first time we met you told me my shoes were untied I laughed to myself not knowing you’d trip me the next time you saw me

Control c Were alone You blow smoke at me Control V She calls you I disappear

they ask you about her you turn, stare me in the eyes inside joke just for me she taught you how to garden in Eden maybe I'll become your God make you kneel before her explain all of our medical jokes she's too stupid to get maybe we're both just alcoholics who were groomed from the garden too soon

I’d let her whip cream my entire body Lick it up like cool whip Maybe I don’t want that straight picket fence Husband and wife Until...

she started doing her eyeliner like me maybe she knows? that perfect wing won't keep him slipnot and fenty beauty hoping you'll kiss me...

Blowing smoke at me in an alley way sexualizing the deftones and eyeliner God you have his green eyes his temper like a running river...

Seeing you again Might go into septic shock Growing out your hair Midnight shadow Those goddamn green eyes Shit… My immune response...

I know I shouldn’t pick the forbidden fruit sink my teeth into you Tasting the sweet nectar Circling my tongue inside Pick at the scab...

I like throwing blood in the cut Letting you back into my apartment Like sugar on my tongue It must get you off hearing all the things...

Almost hydroplaned listening to Madonna, hung up on your every word wanting you against a wall maybe in an open field with pretty little...

You only listen to me when my bra is off, on your bedroom floor, choosing to ignore the piece of hair that isn't mine, big tits, blue...

Hate fucking, a little game you and I play sometimes, wanting to fuck the progressive strong-willed woman out of me, making me want a...

I used to give you a hundred little Hershey kisses all over your body Like the cookies I used to make Peanut butter, Lacy black bra,...

Red lipstick Smoky eyes You imagine my mouth around your dick Bingo!

Maybe I'll take the LSAT for you prove I’m better at playing games Loser, Shithead, Asshole, Twat, Words I call you but never really believe

Those slutty little glasses + Lingering glances Kiss me so badly you have to throw them across the room Maybe throw me That neurotic...

Will I miss you in my wedding dress? all white and waiting. Will I miss you when I recite my vows to him? all white and waiting. I take...

apply heavy eyeliner almost hook up with one of his dumb friends take a Xanax washed down with an oat milk latte apply red lipstick so he...