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They say healing is linear But with you and I it’s a circuit Parallel or series? Trying to reverse psychology me into wanting you back Every time you call me crazy I short circuit Overstimulating  myself to distract myself from the carousel spinning again

Roses are red Domestic violets are blue Paint those roses red or off with your head

She made a grave mistake introducing us While he’s rolling in his grave That zombie boy won’t leave me alone He’ll asphyxiate in the planetary graveyard of us

Wish they’d stop trying to trade me for some sheep to men that I don’t even want I’m too busy counting them to go to sleep Because where were the suitors when I couldn’t get off the bathroom floor? Wasting time waiting for the waves to crash into me again I’m fading away while he paints me melodramatically black and white

Used to torture myself choosing to see you every week Now I pretend to laugh at photos my friends send to make me feel better Now I have panic attacks when I see you in the strangers at bars Listening to eternal sunshine on repeat hoping it makes me feel better Wish I could sit in my bed for a week Stare at the walls and throw darts at their pictures But I think if the world blew up tomorrow I’d call you

D glucose L amino acids You should be scared I’ll draw a Fischer projection and show everyone you’re DL Destroying a woman in the headlines cause you don’t have the correct stereochemistry for women Now you’re stating you just messed around with my Fischer projection Sneaky link or the only chiral center that ever loved all of you

Doggy style to the rumors destroying my ego Scissoring your friend when you hear I still get jealous over the girls you post Cowgirl when you get off to them lassoing my mental health Reverse cowgirl when you get off to almost seeing me You wound yee haw while I would cry into the pillow

Say my name like candy man five times I’ll use my hook to torture you again Imma ghost face your ass if you keep it up booty call you and trick or treat your ass Except I feel my anger at 37373 watts a second

Probably get goosebumps when you hear my name It’s scary out there isn’t it? Without my love Night sweats cause I haven’t jump scared you in awhile Got sick of the high Hottest topic on your lips Crazy how you stopped buzzing your hair cause I stopped breaking your heart Maybe I’ll call you up I’m just a ghost in your pathetic little life Saw past the Beyonce loving gay best friend arc Consoled you when they shamed you Forgave you when you didn’t even forgive yourself

Every time I close the case you make love to rumors about me Went down on the rumor that I thought every gay man was into me Fingering the rumor that I only like girls since you Making love to the rumor that I faked a missed carriage ride Legs up in the air when you heard I called you my ex Shower sex when you heard I wrote a book about you Jerked off when you told everyone I wanted to see you when you were the one to booty call me Getting off to the ego destroying rumors You

I can tell when you’re in my head again when I leave the house with the wrong shoes on Keep running back to me when the ugly stepsisters don’t love you anymore Idk which one is more appalling Your gay best friend who wants you or your girl best doing anything to ride your dick Can’t tell if I miss blowing smoke or losing my mind

I sleep with sonnets while you sleep with everyone else Such a man whore it’s exhausting to watch You hurt me more than the “hey girl he’s seeing me too” guy I didn’t care when I found a blonde strand of hair in his bed because he wasn’t you Cat and mouse game except I’m not having fun anymore For the first time in my life I want to never see you again Saying I robbed your semen and your heart Honey you robbed my innocence It’s not if I was prettier you wouldn’t have abused m

Think you got me under the microscope Identifying me as a gram negative bacteria Not telling them your coccus is small Lysosomes keep falling down your face Try to duct tape the mouth of a poet and she’ll kick you in the balls Addicted to your punishments Snorting the powder of your games At this point I’m not sure if you cum or cry when my name comes up Thought we were over the last time I saw you Cried on the cobblestone as you laughed

Keep trying to bury me Been choking on dirt since we met Tit for tat or miss your face You always said we would be the two to get out of the asylum You’re still in there with the crazy patients

Got all my friends who won’t talk to me under your spell Think you got me trapped in a dungeon But you forget I’m smarter than you I got out of the asylum while I still could Trying to find the molar mass of the gafs I give I don’t think you ever loved me You loved the high of obsessing over hurting me

We could have signed a peace treaty ages ago Continuing to draw up war plans Sending a spy to see how tired I look Your life is so miserable you get off to being at war with me Lost most of my lieutenants when you got in their head about me They hate me for what you turned me in to Why can’t we just handshake and move on?

He’s the only boy I ever cry over Do I actually miss you or was I just groomed to always go back to you? Death threats all because I liked a boy I panic when I think I see you in the cars next to mine Even my therapist is sick of his name Back to you like every pathway comes back to the TCA cycle I’m out of ATP and you’re the only fix that works I think I was groomed to hate kissing everyone but you

The flowers from other men begin to rot when you decide to appear again Forever going to be a compulsion I can’t stop itching like picking up a scab when I hear you can’t get my name out of your mouth like gargling salt water when we keep almost running into each other like taking shots of rubbing alcohol when I see you post girls that look like me My imagination so creative I saw potential in a broke ass man

Every time i have a new crush he’s there with a gun to my head Slashed tires and some pretty girl on his story Always outside with a boombox telling me to tie a noose around my neck So that pretty face isn’t worth it

So you think you’re a poet now, huh? Breaking news Idiot man thinks he’s going to win a girl over after all the manipulation and lies Are those flowers for me or the other vagina you called disgusting? Can’t tell with all the cryptic bio subtweets and cry for help social media changes