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Communicating through dead vined avenues You’re dead to me yet I still recite our lines when I’m drunk So desperate for my attention you light fires and bring out the skeletons in my closet Maybe you should just go back into the closet and leave me alone

I can’t get rid of you like a sodium potassium pump Vital transmembrane protein that won’t seem to go away Communicating through channels of ions Always indirect and cheeky For every 3 NA+ pumped out 2 K+ are pumped in For every three steps forward of healing, two manipulations are pumped into my body

Don’t you know that you’re toxic? Having your friend pay a visit to me the birds have alligator bites The trees have eyes that report back

I’m not sure if you hate me or yourself more You don’t even deserve a sentence but I gave you a whole book But you brought me to the rage that boiled over into metaphors I look so young in the old photographs when you were torturing my mind

I burn fires when people scrape my knees I become as cold as my mother when my ships are attacked Defensive cause I’m used to people throwing darts at my head for you treated me like a bird in a cage Mad I moved on and lit myself on fire

Funny how you have your tongue down my replacement’s mouth as you scroll through my posts Name dropping me while you go down on her Giving her flowers while you come up with ways to destroy my life

Locally hated for sending a rapist away Giving him the Rapunzel treatment as you give me the wicked witch treatment So how are you? I saw you went out last night? He’s destroying you in the press again

You burn holes in my shoes when I try to leave the house So why leave? I hope I wither away so that you leave me alone No one wants to be around someone waiting for their next lashing Almost went to the same club as the perpetrator stayed in to complain about you instead. Made me sick when you wore red What’s worse? Looking jealous or crazy

Deshielding your electrons by hiding behind feminist women H ighest O ccupied M olecular O ribital Feeding him more electrons Do they know you discipline me when I don’t act how you want me to? Might get a belt if I keep it up When I don’t go to the lowest unoccupied molecular orbital Keep escalating it to the next orbital level Longest I’ve ever not reacted But actions have consequences and I’m sure you’ll slash my other orbital

one of your best friends raises money for domestic violence survivors Call coming from inside the house You’re her gay best friend and all How sweet Every dollar she raises you match with a bruise and a degrading one liner. Minus twenty when you call her honeypot disgusting Toss in another coin when you pretend to be her gbf to get into her pants She blocked me for almost telling the truth I’ll go tit for tat until you leave women alone