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Never amylased I love you’s Just kisses laced with I hate you’s My friends watching the paint of my healing dry Getting high off the fumes because it’s the only part of you I have left Giving yourself tachycardia every time you think of me Morphed me into your nemesis Because I’ll always just be the girl who killed off your bloodline

Telling me I need a boyfriend Sorry the last one tried to choke me and told mehe had a power over my pathetic self!

It rains in my head Waiting for the green light of accountability I’m a horrible friend when I’m thinking of you Consumed with all the ways he fucked me up Not seeing the hands lifting me up Not hungry Waiting for you to show up in your rain boots again